This is my cat Molly, she is kind of expressing what I feel like doing this time oft the year – go into hiding!
I´ve had a terrible month at work and it doesn’t look like it is going to get any easier. I changed jobs almost one year ago and I said at the time that the first year would rush by and after that you can always survive another one if its bad. I guess that still rings true. And next year I will retire, that is for sure!!
I have had trouble sleeping as well, and been really tired. So I want to the doctor and my tests came out just fine. Pretty excellent actually. So now I have no reason not to exercise. Except I don’t seem to be able to get my fat arse to the gym!
Maybe it will get easier if I write here that I will start a healthier lifestyle? If I loose a few pound it will be great, but if I just feel a bit stronger and more energetic I will be satisfied with that. I’m bribing myself (isn’t that just pathetic?) with the promise of some new clothes in August. Until then I´ll be a good girl and stay away from the stores.
But I cannot stay away from buying fresh flowers this time of the year. It is the hope that it will be Spring some time again I guess.
To get my sorry self through February I have also take a short writing course. The writing classes was inspiring, the teacher was great and I managed to go to classes even though they were on Mondays, which is the worst day of the week for me. Usually I just come home and collapse on the couch on Monday evenings…
Tomorrow I start French again. I think I have forgotten almost all the things I learned last term…so I better get back to rehearsing:). I will certainly try and update more, soon it is Spring and hopefully life will begin again, keep your fingers crossed!